Pain

 Pain
 I will wear it
 inside out
 outside in
 like a beat up shirt tattered
 like nobody has ever seen,
 every texture of pain
       exposed
 every strand of pain
        unravelled;
 my body is jacked up in pain but
 I will look away,
 into the distance
      I will cast my deepest glance,
 the song of rainbow I will listen,
 clouds white will cool my vein,
 pain
 aftermaths are not always bad
 bundles of smiles
         in the end
 to be had,
 pain
 I will go blue and then
 back red, back life,
 I will outstare the eyes that stare,
 pain
 smooth curvature of rounded nightmare
 on my palm
 I will have.


Yasif Ahmad Faysal teaches at the University of Barishal.