lobotomised

this feels unfinished -

my confession poems

lobotomised

you and i and us -

split

cut 

morphed

coined 

into formless-forming poetry

one is a raindrop 

another creation

on page;

we argued

in your language,

your admirers eyeballing 

me 

in secret

in copycat sentiments 

trying to figure out

'what makes me tick'

what makes you

me

us

formalised

into madness

this is not a game

if it is 

we are both losing.